So yesterday was the start of my 30 day FAITH challenge. Baby when I tell you the enemy was listening...today I am putting him on blast for messing with me but know this, GOD still gets the GLORY. Just about every part of me that could be challenged was challenged. Things happened throughout the night and into today that made me wanna throw my hands up and quit. They misplaced my luggage at the airport, I'm still waiting on it. Couldn't sleep last night. Was attacked in my body with discomfort and pain. Was attacked in my mind with worry and anxiety, my bank account was attacked, my attitude was on the verge of losing itself BUT my spirit man said in spite of all that I still trust GOD! I trust God to be my Healer, my Deliverer, My Provider, My Ever Present Help. HE IS ALL THAT and then SOME!! At some moments throughout the day I felt like I was at a low but I know my GOD sits up High and He's concerned about me.
I thought about the story in Genesis 16 of Hagar, Sarai's maid when she ran away to the wilderness (the first time). The Angel of the Lord gave her some clear instructions and although she felt like her mistress had mistreated her the Lord made her a promise to take care of her. When she thought it was over and had nothing more to look forward to she had to put her faith in God. This is how I felt today but if He did it for her, He can do it for me. I am the apple of His eye, He loves me and cares for me. I am safe in His arms. Seeing about me gives Him pleasure and the activation of my FAITH to heed to His Word and allow Him to be God brings Him Glory. Yes, my faith is challenged but I'm trusting God.
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